Fabulously Thirty

I am fuckin thirty... believe it or not i have made it this far... gravity shall not take over and i shall continue to look hot and attract hot young men... hahahhahaha

But anyways... it does hit me a bit... turning 30... made me think... what have i done in my short 30 years of life... not much really... i would like to have done more... but then again... i am my own worse critique, so... instead of wallowing in the things i have not done or have not achieve... i shall try to think very hard about what i have achieved in my life so far... (it was actually hard!!! had to stop, take a ciggy break from thinking too hard, and come back and complete this blimmin list!!)

But nevertheless... here is 30 things i have done and are proud of...

1. I am financially independent, have been since I was 27

2. I am a BABE = Bachelor of Arts (Philosophy) and Bachelor of Engineering (Mechanical)

3. I have a Masters Degree

4. I put myself through post graduate studies

5. I have bought myself a car out of my own money when I was around 21

6. I have gone through the dark tunnel of depression and came out sane... ok... maybe not totally sane...

7. I have been in love

8. I have loved someone enough to let him go... and continue to love him

9. I have built a life for myself in 2 new cities: first one in Auckland, started at 17, second one in Melbourne, started at 28

10. I have made lifelong friends

11. I have been a finalist in a beauty contest (yeah I know... eeeeekkkk)

12. I have been to 22 countries

13. I have never failed a unit/a subject in my life (including primary, elementary, high school, uni and post grad)

14. I got my first full time job without any family connections or any connections at all... fair and square

15. I have out drank a Russian, a Croatian and an American

16. I can drive a manual car

17. I have never truly hated anyone in my life

18. I have accepted and understood that my view of the world is mine and mine only, everyone else have a different view of the world and do not have to agree with me

19. I have slept with 16 people

20. I look hot in a bikini

21. I look hot naked... hahahhahahaha

22. I had the highest GPA (well... similar anyways) in junior high... highest in Central Jakarta schools

23. I am friends will all my ex... all of them are on my facebook!

24. I have accepted myself... I am who I am, will all my flaws... and I am still learning about myself

25. I can cook some fantastic meals... though not quite that good with baking...

26. I don’t have any major debts (credit card debt is there, but easily payable...)

27. I was Head Girl in year 1 of high school in Jakarta

28. I was in my junior high and high school basketball team

29. I have saved around $35,000 NZD in 2 years and 2 months

30. I have flown business class and once in first class

And throughout my little life and my few achievements... i am grateful for all the friends i have made... without you, my list would have been a lot shorter...

small tania...







teen tania... scary...





adult tania... hahahahahahah