Not My Fight

It was not my fight
Though my heart was jumping out of my chest
My tears swallowed by the ocean of impossibility
My pain goes un-noticed
My tears and pain has no place
It was not my fight

Someone else deserve the happiness
Someone else deserve the laughter
Someone else deserve the warmth
I cannot fight for something I do not deserve
I cannot fight for something that is not mine

But one day I will fight
For the happiness I deserve
For the laughter I deserve
For the warmth I deserve
For the love I knew to be mine

But not today
This one is not my fight
Though my armour and weapons are ready
My blood boils with adrenalin
I could not strike
It was not my place
It was not my fight
He is not mine