Insignificant

Here is what i think...
I think we are all so very insignificant
Our lives
Our hope
Our dreams
Are all insignificant... in the end

I have friends and family
Who cares about me
Who miss me
But
If i disappear
Everyone will move on with their lives

I will be missed
For a while
Then
Life goes on
For everyone

Dont get me wrong
I am not sad
or depressed
Just pondering
And realising
That i am the one and only person
That will forever be with me

People come and go in my life
I am the only constant companion I have
I am the only one who can keep me healthy
Who can keep me learning
Who can keep me happy

I am the only one
Who stuck around
Who tend to my wounds
Who cheers at my successes
Who pick me up from the shithole I get myself into sometimes

I love me
I will take care of me
Always
Forever

Because
Without me
I will be insignificant

My Thinking Style

Found this from Lia's blog... soooo true for me =)

Your Thinking is Concrete and Sequential

You are precise, orderly, and realistic. You tend to get to the point and get things done. Difficult, detailed work is easy for you. You take things step by step. Time limits aren't a problem for you either. You work well with deadlines. What does drive you crazy is any sort of task that isn't precisely laid out. You don't like anything to be ambiguous. You prefer to deal with the facts at hand.

What Kind of Thinker Are You?

Borrowed words

"I told myself I wont miss you... but I remember... what it feels like beside you..."
"I really miss you hair in my face... and the way your innocence taste... and I think you should now this... You deserve much better than me..."

Like everybody else

I hurt
Just like everybody else

I fall and crumble
I run and hide
Just like everybody else

I get scared
I get worried
Just like everybody else

I want hugs and kisses
I want companionship
I want to be loved
Just like everybody else

And just because
You dont see me cry
Just because
I held my head up high
And smile

Does not mean
I am heartless and cold

I hurt
Just like everybody else

Breathe Me (Sia)

Help!

I have done it again

I have been here many times before

Hurt myself again today

And...

The worst part is there no one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me
Wrap me up
Unfold me
I am strong
And needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch!
I have lost myself again
Lost myself
And I am nowhere to be found
Yet...
I think that I might brake
Lost myself again
And I feel un-save

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ShYLVcneVn0&mode=related&search=

Today...

I miss you
Damn it!
I miss you

I miss the feel of you
I miss the comfort of you
I miss it all

All my defenses are broken again
and I miss you
My life goes on
but I miss you

My dreams my goals
My determination
My courage to fight
are all still there
but damn it I miss you

I have once said
I never knew the pain of homesickness
I never knew how to miss someone so acutely
Now I do

I miss you
and I want to go home